At the moment i'm trying to go through a reinvention. I feel like I should be channelling one "aesthetic" and so revibing my room seems like the place to start. It's kinda just a combo of weird nic nacs and nostalgia-infused items and I need to move on from it because it feels like I am stuck in the headspace of a 13 year old right now. Suggestions would be grateful so suggest away...
I am finding water v inspiring at the moment and generally cold colours too probably because of this weird "weather identity crisis" (no joke the weatherman actually said that), where basically it's warm? Yeah I know. I always try to steer myself away from the colour blue because I feel like it's too common but I end up veering back towards it because half of the clothes I own are blue. I have decided to accept that blue is just a colour I wear a lot and this is the way it is.
Maybe the reason I am drawn to cold colours is because I am drawn to sad things. The majority of my favourite films/books are flecked with melancholia and general loss (eg The Great Gatsby, Breakfast At Tiffany's, Fight Club etc). This is because I feel like there is so much more depth to sadness than to happiness. When you're happy you don't think about being happy, you live in the moment. When you're sad, however, there are so many more questions you ask yourself and so many more levels to the feeling. I think the depth of sadness is reflected in the colours it represents and when i watch/read/see sad things the colours create some kind of empathy within me.
I adore this photo. I already love Robert Doisneau but this has made me love him even more. Everything about it is perfect; the symmetry, the people, the simplicity.
I've never seen The Dreamers but the stills are so beautiful.
Out of interest i looked up Vogue October 1998 as it is my birth month. I found a rad photoshoot from Vogue Italia which totally encaptures my mood and colour scheme at the moment.
Amateur Photography in London by Tim Walker, Vogue Italia October 1998
'Check you have not got anything growing from the subjects face'
(waves goodbye)
Suzie
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